Day 4 Blogtoberfest. Not a Wordless Wednesday post. A Miracle in our Life.

I came very close to not blogging today.  I was going to break my commitment after just three blogs.  This morning something happened.  A miracle to say the very least.  I had spent my entire day yesterday in despair, crying, praying, crying again.  Constantly telling myself that I had promised to have Faith and Trust.  I joined a new Bible Study yesterday and cried through the entire presentation.  I cannot help it, it is my makeup.  My emotions are on the surface, my tears are always ready to flow.  Sad, happy, scared, it doesn't matter.  I have the most free flowing tear ducts in the entire nation.  Today, my tears are tears of JOY!!!  I know we have rounded only one of the bends in this journey we are on.  I know also that we will shed many tears as we climb the hills and shout with joy and jubilation as we run down the other side of those hills. Today is a joyous day.  Today is the day my precious Kris learned her largest tumors have shrunk by 66%.  Today is the day she made the decision to continue with treatment instead of ending it.  Today is the day I learned that I will have my daughter for a little longer time.  The length is in God's hands and I thank and praise him for each one he gives us.  Yes, today, I am crying tears of JOY.  Thank You Jesus!!!