I lost it. I lost my desire to blog.

I did not want to, It just happened.  I have sat down to write something so many times, but nothing flows.  It seems the joy is gone.  I want it back.  I want to keep up with all of my "cyber" friends, and all of my real friends.  I want to hear about your babies, your happy days and your hard days.  Blogging to me was like sitting out on my front porch visiting with friends on a summer's eve.  It was fun, it was fulfilling, it was gossip and sometimes there were tears shed for a friend who was struggling.  More often than not, there was a heartfelt prayer sent up.  For a friend awaiting the adoption of her second baby. The friend whose little girl struggles with a sick heart. The friend who lost a baby girl to a cord accident, while her twin brother survived. Coming back here a few days ago to find this same friend has now given birth to two little girls after a very long time on bedrest. I kept her in my prayers along with all of the other special needs of so many people whilst I was "gone". I want to come back.  I hope I can.  I have had a very busy summer and I want to share it with you.  I have also been overwhelmed by life.  I may share that with you too. But for now, I will just say, I have missed all of you.  I think I will go read a few blogs and see if I can reconnect