For my outburst. I do appreciate that honesty does make a good blog. I just feel that sometimes if I blog about what is really swirling through my mind, I would drive people away in droves.
I could open up and bear all here, but then am I being melodramatic or am I being honest and transparent. I know everyone has skeletons. Does everyone write about them? I do read a few blogs that are so candid and honest, warts and all. I read them regularly. Not for the thrill of voyeurism, but because I see that it is an imperfect world and we all share the same fear and trials. Maybe in different form, but it is all the same. Sick children, high risk pregnancy, infidelity, people we love in prison, infertility.... I have read it all. It did not make me think any less of them, just gave me time to reflect and pray for them. Are my problems really as large as I make them in my own mind? I will work through my thoughts, and may even bring myself to blog about some of them. Until I do, I will continue to love you for your support and understanding.